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My name is SonikkuFan94 and welcome to my page! I am a big Sonic fan and have been since 1999. I played my first ever Sonic game which was Sonic the Hedgehog on the original SEGA Mega Drive. Since then I have not stopped being a fan.

As you can tell Sonic is my favourite character. I do like anything Sonic related, from the games, tv shows and comics!

I did doodle quite frequently when I was just a little girl but it wasn't until the age of eleven did I begin to draw in this style. I am a self taught artist both traditionally and digitally. I'm still new when it comes to digital art.

I hope you enjoy your stay here. :D
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Feeling a Little Better

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 25, 2014, 4:22 AM
So yesterday was a horrible day. I'm still not feeling great but things are starting to light up. I had the most amazing stroke of luck today and it was as if someone heard my cry for help yesterday. 

When I say I've had enough, I don't mean I'm ending my life... ^^; I don't believe suicide is ever the answer. The world will still continue turning if someone ended their life early. As morbid as that sounds it is unfortunately true. Its the people around you that you selfishly decided to part away from that the world stops for. And no I'm not a self harmer. 

I have had enough at this moment and time. I'm angry and upset. Most of the time I can and have controlled it, but with a sudden bad day it just falls apart. I haven't got a personality like Sonic. I wish I could be upbeat like he always is but I can't. You may have noticed that I may brag at a particular skill I've learned or sing my praises of my achievements. I'm not being arrogant. I hate arrogant people anyway. I do it because I hardly get good feedback. I'm not talking about online, I'm talking about the real world. I know where I've made mistakes and boy do people like telling me, but all it does is get me angry and make me feel worthless. There are some days I look at my artwork and swell with pride and other times it looks someone who doesn't know how to draw went and drew it. 

I'm going to take a hiatus. You'll still see me hover online now and again. I'm going to try and cheer myself up by working on more artwork. I do enjoy making my comics and I hope you enjoy reading them :aww:

I will thank you all for the support you have given me. I don't really like "pity me journals because I must be loved!!!" its one of the reasons I haven't gone into depth of the overall problem ^^;
I don't feel I should be loved as there are far better people suffering much worse than me.

I did have a talk with a good friend of mine last night. We didn't actually "talk" which must have been the magic of it all. He was cheering me up which did work. It was just general chit chat, poking fun and everything like that, that's the kind of thing I like to do, just take my mind of things and remember to have fun.

Speak to you all soon! Hopefully a more uplifting journal will come from me in the future :/

SonikkuFan94 out!


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Feeling a Little Better

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 25, 2014, 4:22 AM
So yesterday was a horrible day. I'm still not feeling great but things are starting to light up. I had the most amazing stroke of luck today and it was as if someone heard my cry for help yesterday. 

When I say I've had enough, I don't mean I'm ending my life... ^^; I don't believe suicide is ever the answer. The world will still continue turning if someone ended their life early. As morbid as that sounds it is unfortunately true. Its the people around you that you selfishly decided to part away from that the world stops for. And no I'm not a self harmer. 

I have had enough at this moment and time. I'm angry and upset. Most of the time I can and have controlled it, but with a sudden bad day it just falls apart. I haven't got a personality like Sonic. I wish I could be upbeat like he always is but I can't. You may have noticed that I may brag at a particular skill I've learned or sing my praises of my achievements. I'm not being arrogant. I hate arrogant people anyway. I do it because I hardly get good feedback. I'm not talking about online, I'm talking about the real world. I know where I've made mistakes and boy do people like telling me, but all it does is get me angry and make me feel worthless. There are some days I look at my artwork and swell with pride and other times it looks someone who doesn't know how to draw went and drew it. 

I'm going to take a hiatus. You'll still see me hover online now and again. I'm going to try and cheer myself up by working on more artwork. I do enjoy making my comics and I hope you enjoy reading them :aww:

I will thank you all for the support you have given me. I don't really like "pity me journals because I must be loved!!!" its one of the reasons I haven't gone into depth of the overall problem ^^;
I don't feel I should be loved as there are far better people suffering much worse than me.

I did have a talk with a good friend of mine last night. We didn't actually "talk" which must have been the magic of it all. He was cheering me up which did work. It was just general chit chat, poking fun and everything like that, that's the kind of thing I like to do, just take my mind of things and remember to have fun.

Speak to you all soon! Hopefully a more uplifting journal will come from me in the future :/

SonikkuFan94 out!


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Made by Cyan-Creek

Disheartened Sigh

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 24, 2014, 8:44 AM
Hey guys

Its not a good time for me at the moment. All I can say in a nutshell is that I have no self esteem and its honestly a chore to get up in the mornings (unless it's the weekend). Very little is keeping me going. That overwhelming spark of life I've had for years to say that life is crap but you've gotta keep going is slowly eroding away as each day comes. How I haven't broken down and given up on everything is a question I'm still asking myself.

I may take a break from Deviantart to pick myself up and focus on my comics. I still have ideas that I'm amazed to still have a grasp of from my broken spirit.

Not exactly a happy journal I know. I'm not even thinking about Christmas yet. To me it feels like another four years away not a month. I am looking forward to Christmas to get away from it all and enjoy my two weeks of freedom.

Just a vent, I know.

SonikkuFan94 out...

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Scurvypiratehog Featured By Owner 3 hours ago
hey! Found this! scurvypiratehog.deviantart.com…

:XD: Found it funny, and thought that maybe you would too!
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SonikkuFan94 Featured By Owner 1 hour ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I saw that :XD:

It is funny. I really like sonamy in boom ^^;
Thanks for showing :D
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Scurvypiratehog Featured By Owner 1 hour ago
Cool! :XD: 

You're welcome! ^^
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HersheyFan1995 Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Hey.
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SonikkuFan94 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello
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HersheyFan1995 Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Sup?
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SonikkuFan94 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Not a lot
You?
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Scurvypiratehog Featured By Owner 3 days ago
Hey! I just saw the two new episodes of Sanic Bewm! What are your thoughts on them?
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SonikkuFan94 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
They were pretty good, I enjoyed them and they were quite funny.
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Scurvypiratehog Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Cool! 

You know, I kinda feel sorry for Eggman, I mean he loses all the time (granted, he is evil) but, I feel he could have at least succeed with he's lair in the magazine. just, to let him succeed, for once, but hey! It could have been worse! they could have made a new pingas meme. 
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